cd18 4dpo...

And I feel so stressed and off it's not even funny.  I truly don't know how I'm going to conceive if I continue to be this stressed out.  At least my temp went up some more today.  I just wish that time would pass by quicker so that I can start testing.  I have at least another week before I even think about testing.  I'm due for my period on either the 23rd or 24th of the month, so I should have my answer within another 10 days for certain.  I just hope it's the answer I desire.

cd17 3dpo

Had another temp rise this morning, so I'm sure I ovulated 3 days ago.  Now if only my other two charts would line up with FF, I'd be good to go.  Hopefully I won't go nuts trying to over analyze everything and convince myself that we got preggo this month.  That's going to be hard to do, but I think I can do it.  I just need to keep myself and my mind occupied on other things.  You would figure between work and school my mind would already be preoccupied, but it's not.  Ugh time to find a hobby I guess.

cd16 finally got a negative opk again

Finally got a negative opk after two straight days of positives.  It looks like I surge for two days with the actual ovulation taking place on the first day of the surge.  This has been my pattern for the past two cycles now.  So I'm fairly positive that's how my body rolls.  I did get one more round in last night so hopefully we covered all our bases.  I don't want to see a penis come near me for a few days right now. lol  So now I'm awaiting one more temp rise for official confirmation and I am officially in the dreaded two week wait.  Here's to hoping we caught the egg and that I get a bfp in a couple of weeks.

cd15 and another positive OPK

Got yet another positive OPK today.  However, I also had a huge temp increase so I'm sure I ovulated over night.  If I didn't then consider me a monkey's uncle.  My only regret is that I let the chance to have sex one more time slip by me last night.  I hope it's not too late to try and get one more round in today.  I wanted to try this morning, but the kids were up and I wasn't in the mood to rush the process and be quiet at the same time.  My body is still showing fertile signs but they're slowly changing to less fertile as time goes by.  So I expect to be entering my torturous two week wait tomorrow.  I should hopefully see another temp rise with a negative OPK.  Now the fun part *rolling eyes* of over analyzing everything begins.  I do have an appointment with my gyn on Monday.  I'm hoping to be decently past ovulation so that maybe he can tell something that I can't just yet.  Anyways time for pictures.  I'm only posting one today.

cd 15

cd 14 confusion coming to an end

Alright, now I have a better understanding of my OPKs.  The ones I got over the weekend were like the ones from last month, but they weren't positive yet.  Today's is a positive for sure, as it's darker than all of them.  Now I just have to try and get in one more round or two of having some fun.  I really don't know if I can, but I gotta do it for the cause. lol  Temps went back down today and I'm hoping they go up tomorrow.  Again, only time will tell.  Oh how I hate this waiting to O then waiting to see if the bitch shows up or not.  It's freaking mental torture.  What I would give to have the days back where it didn't matter and wasn't even trying to get knocked up but did it anyway...le sigh 

Now on to today's pics.  I'm tossing in yesterdays for comparison value.

CD14

CD13

CD13 OPK confusion continues...

OK so after today's test, now I'm pretty sure I have a positive opk on my hands.  So with comparing today's and yesterdays, I'm thinking yesterdays wasn't positive at all and today's is.  My temps for today had to be adjusted from 97.68 to 97.56 because I over slept, by 35 mins, making it lower than yesterday.   I'm confident ovulation has either occurred today or is about to shortly.   Time to try and make good use of the chance. lol That shouldn't be too hard to accomplish.  After the gift Kev gave me today, he's so entitled to some good ass. HA! 

Picture time...

CD13 

progression

top CD12 11:30AM, middle 5:30PM & bottom CD13 4:30PM

and the best pic of them all...

GIFT!!!!

cd 12 and slightly confused

Well here I am at CD 12 in my cycle.  This is normally one of my fertile days.  So far, it has been.  I've been having high fertility signs since yesterday.  The only think that has me confused are my OPKs.  Around now I take two tests a day.  One in the mid to late morning and another in the late afternoon to early evening.  Today's mid morning one looked like it's either almost positive or is positive.  However the one from early evening looks negative.  I hope I didn't fully miss the surge.  I think we covered our bases though if I did O.  I had a plan of action for last night and it worked, then he had one for this morning. lol  I did wake up with wicked O pains, much stronger than he ones I've been feeling the past few days.  Only time will tell if I did in deed O or not.  In the mean time I'll post some crappy pics I took of today's OPKs.  

11:25AM

5:30PM

So you tell me...do the tops ones look positive to you or close?  Could I have surged overnight?  Hmmm or am I just flat out nuts. lol