cd18 4dpo...

And I feel so stressed and off it's not even funny.  I truly don't know how I'm going to conceive if I continue to be this stressed out.  At least my temp went up some more today.  I just wish that time would pass by quicker so that I can start testing.  I have at least another week before I even think about testing.  I'm due for my period on either the 23rd or 24th of the month, so I should have my answer within another 10 days for certain.  I just hope it's the answer I desire.