Worst Cycle By Far

OK so this is by far the worst period I've had in lord knows how long, maybe even ever.  I feel so damn sick and in so much pain it's driving me mad.  Yesterday was so bad that I had to stay home from work.  I ended up sleeping the entire morning away, that's how much pain I was in.  I cannot wait for this period to finish and be gone.  I'm used to heavy painful cycles because of my endo, but not like this.  They do tire me out but for the past 6 months or more they've been fairly good to me, until this one.  This makes me wonder even more if we did in fact fertilize and egg it tried to implant and it either failed or it just didn't stick.  I really hate the wondering game, it drives me insane.