Saturday, October 29, 2011

So scared right now

I started bleeding about an hour ago.  It's not terribly heavy but I'm cramping, kinda like period cramps.  It started off as bright red going towards a pinkish/brownish color. Some small particles but no big clots.  I'm really scared right now.  I can't lose this baby.  This baby means so much to me right now.  I just can't lose it.  I've only known for a week.  This is so cruel.  I'm praying this is just like it was with Tiana, but I was already 8 weeks along when I bled with her.  I don't remember if I cramped or not. I just remember waking up bleeding.  I bled for 5 days with her.  Please please please please stick little baby Roo.  Mommy wants to meet you in July.  You're supposed to be our firecracker and 10th anniversary baby.  Please don't go away.

2 comments:

JustJeanie said...

Love...you've been on my mind for hours and I've pretty much remained in constant prayer!!! I'm praying that it's just like when I bled with Kensie early on. Please know I'm here for you...thinking of you...and praying. I love you!

AlaphGypsy said...

MANY Prayers sweetie! Fingers crossed the lil one just likes to keep you on your toes and nothing more. <3