chemical according to the doctor

That's what he's calling it.  A chemical pregnancy.  And depending on where you search you get different responses.  Some sites state that the egg never got the chance to implant, others state that it's just labeled chemical because it happens right around or before the 5 week mark, with nothing visible to prove pregnancy.  Maybe I would buy that if I had not seen the corpus cyst.  Yes, we saw nothing else.  But if that's the case, then why is my uterus still enlarged and did I have pg symptoms? Chemicals aren't suppose to give you pg symptoms, but I had them.  Ahhh who the hell knows anymore.  All I know is that I'm grieving a loss of what could have been, I'm still bleeding, thankfully down to a spotting but still, 11 days later.  And I feel like fucking crap physically and emotionally.  I feel like a shell of myself right now.