You know you would think that someone who knows my recent mishap would be more careful with their choice in words. But nope, that's too much to ask for. Instead I get an open mouth and insert foot moment with me being on the receiving end. Really nice! Then I have stress beyond stress at work. I swear I'm so ready to just say take this job and shove it, it's not even fucking funny. I have day dreams of learning to use a sling shot like a pro and shoot a mother fucker right between the eyes. This is not healthy for me. Between my stress and emotional instability, I can easily spiral into a depression or a violent rage. Neither of which are good for my mental state.
Oh and of course I'm having nightmares too. My dreams are starting out fine, but then I get hit with something horrible. Like the one I woke up from today. It started off like a normal run of the mill dream which quickly went wrong. I ended up getting molested with no one believing me and this son of a bitch man who was someone family tried to say that I do this often. Needless to say, he was the one I ended up killing. Oh and then I also get told in the very same dream that a friend of mine lost her baby. I was so thankful that my alarm went off when it did. Ughh can I fast forward the day?
2 comments:
I'm sorry for insensitive people. I too have dealt with my share lately. I like your thoughts about the sling shot though. :)
(((HUG))) Sorry love. :( Dreams like that suck. Hope the work crapola calms down...don't wanna see you on the news ;)
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